happy birthday

ok. this is christie i'm 13 years old and today is my moms bithday!!!! but i have to tell you a lil somthing she passed away when i was 10 years old on oct 29!!!! very close to halloween she would have been 34 years old! i love her sooo very much!! she is like my best friend for life she was always there 4 me which was nice!!! my dad is a total different story!!! i'll telll you bout him in my other blogs that i'm going to make!!! today my family didn't even celebrate her birthday day which was a little depressing if you know what i mean!!! we were going to got to her grave but the weather was so bad!!! it is like a snow storm out there!!! i live in New york!!! a little town on the lake i live with my aunt and uncle and my two sisters Hannah and Melanie. also i have a dog named sadie who is like the best dog in the world!!! it's kinda weird she loves her butt scratched and then there comes the cat Lilly who i hate she like loves attacking my feet it is like so annoying!!!! anyways i have been living here for about three years and i love it even though i had soo many good memories with my mom and i started to cry when i read my aunts blog it was so powerful it brought a lot of tears to my eyes. my mom and i use to live in an apartment up the street from my aunt and uncle! i love them so much they were always there for me 2! my mom died of a blood clot we think!!! i only remember going in there crying so hard and laying next to her in the medical bed the most saddest time of my life i WILL NEVER FORGET!!! she meant sooo much to me i love her so much she was my life i really can't live with out her and she is still with me!!!i thought the picture above would be good for this post because it feels like your being lifted up to heaven!!my mom is in heaven now think of me and having a good time feeling no pain looking over me every minute. i think bout her everyday and wonder what is happening up there i hope she is having a good time and is in good hands!!!! when ever i start to cry i feel a deep pain inside like a pinch of some sort but it feels good it probably her hugging me!!!! well let me tell you i love her dearly and no one can replace her!!! but don't worry mom i am fine!!! and Christmas is coming up and i can not wait !!!!!

in my sake my I'm going to cry thinking of you when writing this !!!!!!

i love you mom and happy birthday

also we have memories that will last a life time together!!!

like when we use to play soccer and sing together and so each other's makeup and hair and have obstacle courses in the house and have junk food and watch rated R movies when i really wasn't suppose to lol i loved it !!! also when we use to but bobo the dog in the stroller!!!!or in my baby clothes ha ha. i miss bobo i wonder how he is doing i Washington dc. well you see we had bobo the dog for like 7 years then we had to give him away because we couldn't take care of him because he couldn't be left alone so yea then that were this nice old lady took him when she had a dog named bobo but he died of a brain tumer so we gave her the dog which i completly understand!!!!! well i am getting tierd as i type this but i have to go 2 bed !!

school tommarow hopefully a snow day

>3 christie